Gone is my fanfic virginity

It's interesting, today I worked from 9 in the morning to past 8 in the evening. And I don't even feel tired. I feel bouncy and giddy.

And I know why.

Today is seriously one of the best days in the history of fucking ever!!!

Thanks to Michael I finally dared to post my very first fanfic over at the community I been hanging on. I know, fanfic.. blah blah and all of that but what can I say, I caved in!
Been working on it for weeks, but finally I got it good enough to publish a first part. I plan to write more.

I posted it last night and when I woke up to comments, to wonderful comments!

I can't even begin to describe how it feels, it's surreal. I was so scared before I posted, what if people hated it? What if no one even bothered to read it? What if, what if, what if.

"WOW - You scored a Grand Slam (baseball term - bases loaded & batter up hits a home run & brings all the boys home) with this. Especially for it being your first fic & English not being native language. I bow down to your awesomeness"


Seriously, how can you not be bouncing after a comment like that?


" I need more! This was fantastic. Loved every part of it."


I think I grinned happily for one hour non stop when I read the comments. It's such an amazing feeling. 


Also, no, I won't let just anyone read it. Fanfic is a special thing, you need to be a part of the fandom to get it and... you also need to be quite insane and to have a tinhat as your regular attire. (Don't even ask me to explain.)
A few people know what I write, the rest? Well... look up the explanation of RPF and you might get it.
It is not what I planned to write, but loving it. Still working on my original stuff as well but fanfic gives me an outlet for the crazy. 


Over and out